As this is World Breastfeeding Week (August 1-7, 2010) I thought I would share a little bit of why I have chosen to breastfeed my children.
When I became pregnant with my first child breastfeeding was something the I knew I was going to do no question about it. My mom had breastfed my siblings so it wasn’t something new to me. I also had heard about how formula does not really work for babies digestive systems. Well if you know my story you know that things did not work out how I had planed them before Samantha was born.
When she was born we seemed to have breastfeeding down but for some reason I kept questioning it though everyone told me I was doing it right. I regret now that I didn’t question it more. By day three after her birth thing had spun out of control in my attempt to breastfeed. My milk had come in and I was way over engorged, so much so that Sam refused to even try and latch at that point though she had started refusing earlier. My nipples were an absolute mess at that point (I still have scars from that). And if that was not enough I got mastitis. Well we tried everything from pumping, going to LLL (that was a disaster though I ran into the right person there, a story for another time), trying to trick Sam back into trying to nurse all with no avail. She refused to ever try nursing again and I was heartbroken that I wouldn’t get to experience the nursing bond with my daughter but I was determined that she would get my milk so I pumped exclusively for six months until my supply dried up at which point we found out I was pregnant with our second child.
When I found out I was pregnant again I did EVERYTHING that I could possibly do and I bought almost everything that I could buy to the point of my husband getting burned out with it as I was determined that breastfeeding would work out for me this time around. Even with all that I had done when I realized that I was only a few weeks away from giving birth I actually had a panic attack about my upcoming attempt at breastfeeding a second time around. I cried for an hour over the fear that I would not be able to breastfeed this time either though I had a ton load of info in my hands on how to make it work.
Thankfully despite my fears breastfeeding the second time around was a success though there were times when things didn’t go right. I am so glad that I stuck to my guns and really tried hard to make it work both times!
Breastfeeding (and pumping) have been such a major blessing to me in a few ways.
- First I knew I was giving my children the best thing that I possibly could besides my self in the first few months.
- Then I have been able to bond with Buddy in way that I didn’t think was possible with him (I am going to miss that bond when I have to wean him).
- It has also given me a chance to rest during my crazy day. Sitting for five or minutes to nurse has been so nice.
- I also have been able to lose all of my baby weight and then some with nursing and walking. within six months of Buddy being born I was five pounds under my pre-pregnancy weight.
Those are just a few of the reason that I chose to breastfeed…I have sooooo many more but my mommy brain is not working there is not time to write them all down
Here are some of the resources that helped me out the second time around.
- I was so excited to get chance to watch Shari Criso Simply Breastfeeding DVD. It was such a major help to me!! You can watch it for free during World Breastfeeding Week!!
- I read The Womanly Art of Breastfeeding while pregnant with Sam but when I became pregnant with Buddy I searched a book that fit my needs better and I found The Essential Guide to Breastfeeding. This was and is my favorite breastfeeding book.
- My Midwifes were the other resource that I used. They were the biggest help to me since they were able to see exactly what we were doing.
To celebrate World Breastfeeding Week those are just a few of the things I wanted to share.
















